Daily Journal December 23, 1997, By William Thomas Thompson. This eve to Christmas Eve is charged with expected anticipation and anxiety wondering if I am doing it all right remembering. The people who collect money for food for the poor for thanks giving and or Christmas forgetting the other 363 days of the year are surely incomplete. This is a soul searching question. Are those people being fair? Is there something I do not understand? "For God so loved the world he gave his only begotten Son" John I never could wait for Christmas to be over so I could get on with life except when we had retail stores and the mobs were there buying. After that I was lonesome waiting for the routine to pass. I had a friend that had done us many favors and I always took him a gift at Christmas, I never forgot him. 3-16 "That who so ever believe on Him might be saved” Today I stand on the eve of the greatest opportunity of my life. I am seeing it clear now. The entire program is coming to me. I will no longer question what is happening. My life is not my own but given to God gladly. If this be Gods will, nothing will stop it but me if I fail to do it. I am determined to paint the whole Gospel of Jesus Christ and the big picture prophecy message. Psalms 24-1 "The earth is the Lord’s, and the fullness thereof" I am today graduated from all doubt and fear. If God ordered it, then the finance, management and all needs will be available. What a perfect place to address Bible truth in visual art form than the oldest town in America. I am charmed by it. I want to raise a banner high and to be in my place of heavenly appointment. "And they that dwell therein. 2-For He has founded it upon the seas, and established it upon the floods, 3-Who shall ascend" As Christmas tradition tightens the noose around us with the trees cut down and raised up inside our heated houses, we must keep up with our neighbors and celebrate a tradition even if it may have originated in pagan worship as did Easter. Giving gifts is a very good thing to do if given in the right spirit. It is my mission to tackle centuries of Santa Clause and to educate the world of the true knowledge of the living God in Heaven. "Into the hill of the Lord? or who shall stand in His Holy Place? The flow of the Holy Spirit through me inspires my mind to say here the main mission is to be a mission,a real mission place at St. Augustine number one. A mission to help people with food, clothes and encouragement. To give 100 percent of what God does provide. To apply scriptures in an impartial way to people for the sake of enlightenment for everyone. Have a food bank with mostly fresh vegetables and to avoid all harmful foods. "4-He that hath clean hands and a pure heart who hath not" A mission of grace involved in humanitarian causes directing families to live in health and obedience to God Almighty. I see a place of visual art as being most powerful in the maintenance of a full and complete life. May I direct via my art paintings all people to be brave and surrender their lives to Jesus Christ and live by faith, not by government? This is our time. Seal us dear Lord in thy love and grace, may we serve with joy. I see things that are not yet as though they were already as in the hearts and lives of people. False doctrine in the interpretation of scripture is widespread. Truth by visual art is the way to go. Our deeds should be open before the eyes of the world. Our worship should be unto the living God and not any idol. Life is a real miracle. I was spared many close calls to serve God, the most high. This journal is taking 2 hours of my time per day and is another shackle for my time. Today at Red Carpet Inn on the beach.